kYinTHEhouse

2008-07-11T02:44:00.001+08:00

Sleep without a pillow.
Vampire without blood.
Bee without honey.
Time without a soul.
Heart without a home.
Stars without moon.

2008-06-24T02:08:00.004+08:00

Alrite, one by one. I will do the quiz tagged by my DEAR MEI -.- (rather a sabo =x)

20 people that comes in my mind:
1- Simin (the evil mei, since u have a evil kor) muahaha
2- Eliz (rush and rush!)
3- Suyee jie (the cabalian now -.-)
4- Adelene (Fatpig! =x)
5- Samuel (the Dog -.-)
6- Kenneth (the psp lender -.-)
7- Alvin
8- Andy
9- Jonas
10- Willam (the rider)
11- Hanyi (mapler!)
12- Joreen (map finder. haha)
13- Joyce
14- Eng Keong (MIA -.-)
15- Judy (Nightmare!)
16- Gabriel (pinky)
17- Huiyin
18- Rebeca
19- Pamela
20- Ivan Chew

Look at the time! I shall continue tmr... !

Ok, im back to continue the unfinished quiz.

Here are the questions:
How did you meet 14? (Eng Keong)
Sec sch! During sec 1 and 2. He sit beside me. We talk about games the whole day -.-

What will you do if you never met 1? (Simin Mei)
I will not have an evil mei XD

What if 9 and 20 dated? (Jonas and Ivan)
Omg, they are not gay.

Will 6 and 17 date? (Kenneth and Huiyin)
HAHA! possible? =x

Describe 3. (Su yee jie)
Eh, single and available! GOGOGO.

When is th last time you last spoke to 13? (Joyce)
Hmm, i think 2weeks ago ba.

What is 2's favourite singer or band? (Eliz)
She is fine with every song i sent! =D

Would you ever date 4? (Adelene)
OMG! YES! haha

Would you ever date 1? (Simin Mei)
CANNOT! people got someone in mind le. tsktsk

Is 19 single? (Pamela)
Nah, too bad. Attached! haha

What is 10's last name? (William)
William Yam!

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11? (Hanyi)
Nope. Hanyi does not equal to honey. LOL

School of 3? (Su yee jie)
TP!

Where does 6 live? (kenneth)
The so called Yew Tee.

What is your favourite thing of 5? (samuel)
Kser ar! *wave

Do the quiz if u haven't!!!!!!

2008-06-07T03:29:00.002+08:00

Common tests have finished! Here comes holiday, but i duno what i can look forward to.
However, I haven't done 1 of my assignment, which i really have no mood to do it.
I dont know what im stressed about. School? Financial? Own life?
I just feel uneasy.
Alot of things i didnt realise.
I have been spending money just like mostly people did.
But after a calculation of the whole family expenses, i realised i spent alot.
Food, school fee, transports, bills, etc.
I contributed more den half of the whole expenses.
And i can see that my parents are working very hard.
I shall control my spending from now. Forgive me.
part time jobs!!! I think i need one. Hinder my studies?

2008-05-27T00:50:00.003+08:00

Today just totally went wrong. So wrong, that I don't even know what am I thinking.
Sorry.

I didnt realise that I was escaping from reality all along.
After I knowing that the world is so realistic, I just don't want to face it.
I don't even have a plan for my future.
I'm just depending on my parents. But how long can I last like this?
I know I have to face it.
Even by playing games, laying on the bed listening to mp3 and daydream, I'm just escaping from reality.

Had a little chat with mdm wai today on msn. All of a sudden, she said "but rem ur experience and learn ...dont let emotional BGR get to u". Was talking about my studies in poly with her and suddenly she mentioned this. I'm sure she rmb about last time too. My O's just went wild. How stupid and silly of me. She put high hopes on me, in the end I let her down. Well, as you said, I will do my best in my 3years of poly. I hope.

Life
Less

Who am i now?

2008-05-25T01:36:00.001+08:00

Notice something!
I only post at AM =.=

2008-05-25T01:25:00.002+08:00

Simple Plan - Your Love is a Lie

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie (Lie)
It's nothing but a lie (Lie)

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he touches you?
Could you be more obscene?

So don't try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie (Lie)
It's nothing but a lie (Lie)
You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie (I know, I know)
you're nothing but a lie(Lie)
you're nothing but a lie(Lie)

Your love is just a lie

2008-05-22T01:02:00.002+08:00

Changed song for my blog. I don't know why it can't be played automaticatly.
Well, i always change my blog song to suit my current mood or i really like this song.
My current mood now is emo. Sigh. Back to the old days again.

Poly life is so tiring. Everytime i reached home from sch, i just feel like laying down on the bed til the next morning.

Human create troubles, human gets in troubles, human have to face troubles, human have to solve troubles.
Sometimes, don't see life too clearly, at least it makes yourself feel better.

Why you want to lock yourself inside? I can offer my hand, but you have to stretch yours to reach mine.

2008-05-15T02:38:00.002+08:00

School days are rather boring. Lectures make me want to fall asleep everytime.
Year 2 to me is like, crazy over cca. Everything seems to be meaningless of doing, the sick of getting cca points. I'm not happy because I doing it just for cca points. But I have to get it. Uni, good records, etc.
Chess is making my brain to explode, CO is dragging me down, badminton is getting boring.

Why suddenly you will think this way?*

2008-05-09T09:04:00.000+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

2008-05-09T08:12:00.002+08:00

Verse 1: 海平面远方开始阴霾悲伤要怎么平静纯白
hai ping mian yuan fang kai shi yin mai / bei shan yao zhe me ping jing chun bai
Clouds gather on the faraway (sea) horizon, How can I keep my sadness calm

我的脸上始终夹带一抹浅浅的无奈
wo de nian shang shi zhong jia dai / yi mo qian qian de wu nai
I remained straight-faced, trying to cover the hint of resignation

你用唇语说你要离开 (情不在)
ni yong chun yu shuo ni yao li kai (qing bu zai)
You silently said that you wanted to leave (The love's gone)

那难过无声慢了下来
na nan guo wu sheng nan le xia lai
The sadness slowed down silently

汹涌潮水你听明白
xiong yong chao sui, ni ting ming bai
Listen carefully to the crashing tides,

不是浪而是泪海
bu shi lang er shi lei hai
It is not from the sea but from tears

Chorus:转身离开 (你有话说不出来) 分手说不出来
zhuan shen li kai (ni you hua shuo bu chu lai) fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around to leave, (You have something to say but remained speechless), unable to say it's over

海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
hai niao gen yu xiang ai / zhi shi yi chang yi wai
The love between a seagull and a fish is only an accidental occurrence

我们的爱（给的爱）差异一直存在 (回不来)
wo men de ai （gei de ai） cha yi yi zhi cun zai (hui bu lai)
Differences had always existed in (the love you gave) our love (we can't go back)

风中尘埃(等待)竟累积成伤害
feng zhong zhen ai (deng dai) jing lei ji cheng shang hai
The dust that gathers in the wind (ends up) accumulating to pain

转身离开分手说不出来
zhuan shen li kai fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around and leave, (can't say it's over), unable to say it's over

蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
wei lan de shan hu hai / cuo guo shun jian cang bai
An azure coral sea, a missed momentary paleness

当初彼此（你我都）不够成熟坦白(不应该)
dang chu bi ci （ni wo dou) bu gou cheng shu tan bai (bu ying gai)
Right from the beginning (you and me both) were not mature and frank enough (shouldn't)

热情不改 (你的) 笑容勉强不来
re qing bu gai (ni de) xiao rong mian qiang bu lai
The passion had not changed, (your) smile cannot be forced

爱深埋珊瑚海
ai shen mai shan hu hai
Love is buried deep within the coral sea

Verse 2:毁坏的沙碉如何重来有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
hui huai de sa diao ru he chong lai / you lie heng de ai zhe me chong gai
How do (we) rebuild the damaged sand sculpture, how can (we) fix a broken relationship?

只是一切结束太快你说你无法释怀
zhi shi yi qie / jie shu tai kuai / ni shuo ni wu fa shi huai
Only that all has ended too quickly and you said you could not understand why

贝壳里隐藏着什么期待 (等花儿开)
bei ke li ying cang zhe she me qi dai (deng hua er kai)
What surprises await in a seashell (Waiting for the flowers to bloom)

我们也已经无心再猜
wo men ye yi jing wu xin zai cai
We do not want to play the guessing game anymore

面向海风 (面向海风)
mian xiang hai feng (mian xiang hai feng)
The sea breeze caressing the face (the sea breeze caressing the face)

咸咸的爱 (咸咸的爱)
xian xian de ai (xian xian de ai)
The salty love (the salty love)

尝不出还有未来
chang bu chu hai you wei lai
Unable to feel any future (between us)

Repeat Chorus

School days

2008-05-09T07:58:00.004+08:00

Cca and getting cca points sucks!

2008-02-17T01:39:00.002+08:00

A lot of things I want to say..
又有谁知道我有心事